So basically I am having a LDR now..
At first I was kinda upset about it, I kept thinking why do he want to go overseas to study when he have me at sg.
After a period of time I came to realise that I shouldn't be so selfish and I should be supporting him instead.
Also, he explained that his parents wants him to study abroad to learn stuffs that he can't learn in sg.
Which I thought about it and thought that why not right?
If you have the capital and passion, you should really go for it and give it a try.
After all it is a one in a lifetime experience.
I am sad that I did not send him off as I am a cry baby.
Like I cried like mad a few days before he fly, I cried even harder during the day he was going to fly when he was sending me home.
I even cried when we were facetiming during the first few days.
Not to say that I obviously cried when I was alone, especially before I sleep.
It was really torturous for me to be separated with him as I am always very sticky to him.
And the thought of "Not able to see him face to face, touch him" just saddens me alot alot.
Also, I am quite a paranoid gf.
I am afraid that he would fall for another girl over there as ang mos are very hot right lol.
During the first month we were having a really rough time.
Problems kept finding us one after and other till we could not handle anymore.
After 1 month, we finally settled down.
We were very understanding and we expresses more.
I love to listen to him, like really just listen.
He would share about everything, his problems, unhappiness, happiness.
He would be really excited showing me the things that he bought one by one and ask me to guess the price.
You know simple things like that makes my heart feels warm.
I would stay up really late like 3/4 plus to wait for him to end school so that we could facetime.
Sometimes we would facetime before he goes to school. (My time: 5pm, his time: 10am)
No matter how tired and how bad my day was, my mood totally change when I see him and hear his voice.
He just brightens me up, especially his smiles.
Actually, this just taught me how to be more appreciative and understanding.
I can't wait for him to come back on December during his one month break.
I will hug him very tightly and would never let him go.
I will watch him watch tv, sleep and play games.
I will massage his back if his back aches.
I will play street fighter with him.
I will give him goodnight kisses.
I will do anything for him.
Because I miss him too much.
My big and ugly face on his Mac. lol.
His big and cute face on my iphone.
Love to facetime with him before I sleep so that I will sleep soundly.
His "healthy" maggie mee lol.
His desk.
Its a must to have coffee every morning for him if not he will get headache.
Having korean bbq with his friends.
His shy korean friend, Collin.
At the museum.
He fixes his breakfast.
Sometimes all 3 meals.
The set of coin he collected that he was so proud of :)
Its a shield!
Nicer picture of the coins online haha.
Miss his cookings alot :(
He is a really good cook and have golden tongue lol.
Collin making Kimchi fried rice.
Look damn delicious!
Why are guys so good at cooking?!
Poor baby freezing outside.
Yea thats about it haha.
I know we can do this tgt :)
Loving you more and more baby.
